at times courtney held out the mic for us to sing. other times she would drop right into the crowd. at one point, i was holding her head and back like carrying a baby. she thanked us for not “raping” her and said the last time that happened was 10 years ago when she was “12” lol

there were two haystacks on the stage surrounding her monitor, she placed her hand on my head to stand up on it and her foot almost kicked my chin. the woman is wild. it was fucking awesome. my first every live courtney show. (hole dropped out in 99 during the manson/hole tour so i never saw them) unfortunately as she leaned over my head her skirt caught my earring and ripped it off! ah well!

she was wearing black converse, black tutu-ish skirt with those thigh high strap things around it, black leggings that ran down to her ankles, no socks. (ok, in case anyone wants to know) and a white fake flower tiara thing. she had two shirts and took them off and stayed with a black tanktop at one point her skirt was falling down and you could see her underwear! lol she didn’t use her guitar once, the plug in kept falling, she would at times kneel on the floor to sing. a girl kept giving her cigarettes and lighting them up for her.

insane insane insane. this fuckin photographer was next to me pushing me and saying “you’re ruining my picture” i was like “i’m not fucking moving” i saw betsy johnson in the dj booth. i swear it was either her or an exene cervenka apparition. most likely, betsy.

and then the photographer guy said “i’ve been here first” which was a total lie, eventually the bouncer in front of me pushed him out of my way. courtney was, i imagine, like 2 or 3 feet from me, at times right on top of me. i was fortunate to get a good spot, i was separated from shyviolet by the bouncer and some other fans. hopefully the pics i took of courtney came out, dude. courtney looked beautiful. emilie autumn, as well. the whole band was good looking and energetic. i don’t know what else to say.